Stay high, butterfly.
I feel like a spirit that has had a soulful journey;
I feel my past lives bundled up carrying heavy stones.
All they have been through is what i am now, and i know i must only move forward.
It pains me to know that i am here alive on earth with no way out until i am chosen to leave again;
for suicide is a karmic disruption.
I fear i am not strong enough to take it all in.
to be human.
i fear i cant live up to all this.
i fear that i cannot.